Motherfuckin Riot *+ added to end*

It's been another two weeks
Let's do this

Good news first
Just got back from my trip to Chicago
I love this city
Basically Toronto, but bigger and better
And easier to get around via subways and the L and omg
We walked through the Theatre District
And Chinatown
And the Magnificant Mile of shopping
And I wandered the airport by myself for hours
I love this city!
It's so huge and epic
Culture and things to do and things to see
I could definately see myself living there at some point
Sigh

And then Sunday
RIOT FEST
>my favorite 5 sets of the night
-Mighty Mighty Bosstones
-Teenage Bottle Rocket
-ALL
-HorrorPops
-Valient Thor

>my least favorite 3 sets of the night
-Leftover Crack *fucking aweful live*
-Dummy
-Overrated

Dear Leftover Crack,
You have good songs. I enjoy them
But I've heard Windsor local bands play them better than you did
This thought occured to me 4 times during your set
Even the Choking Victim songs were bad; and those are technically covers too!
So please, accept my list of ways to improve
1) Be less drunk
2) Be less obnoxious
3) Don't do drugs on stage
4) Practice your fuckin timing
5) Learn your instruments/lyrics
Thank you, sincerely Jason

Bosstones were epic
SOOOOO GOOOOOD
Teenage Bottlerocket played a 19 song set in a half hour haha
No stops whatsoever
Best 30 minutes of pop punk in my life!
Sorry Blurt, you've been replaced in my heart :(
ALL had a good set
The venue were assholes though
The show was going long, so they litterally turned the PA and sound system off on ALL
But they continued playing through thier amps for the crowd haha
Then the venue turned those off
And then the crowd decided to sing the songs on their own
It was amazing

AND
Chicago knows how to construct a real circle pit
I love this city omg haha
Detroit can erupt for all I care now

And that's that
Best trip
Jordan got drunk on both the train there AND back haha
I have lots of pictures from the trip
Will post on the face eventually

Kay
Bad news
(Sarah, if you choose to continue reading, speak of this to noone)
(seriously)
(if you doubt your ability, please ne read pas)

Kay so
Me and Amy have been "active" for a couple of weeks now
Everything's been excellent
Then on Thursday of last week, awkwardness
She's also on the pill, so I really shouldn't be freaking out like I am
But, alas
We were in the act, and my protection broke
I noticed right afterwards and became panic prone
Which caused her to panic as well
Cause well, she actually has an anxiety disorder
I was just being... Jason heh
But alas
We were gunna take extra precautions just incase
Next day I went to the Teen Health Centre to get her a morning after thinger
But they wouldn't give me one due to her not being there
Went to go get her
Anxiety, didn't want to go
I try talking to her, (aka texting cause I was home) no dice
Maybe she didn't realize how this could effect our entire lives?
Or maybe she did, hense the anxiety
Either way, I was fuckin pissed
I just felt it was quite irresponsible
I was so upset that when I was cleaning dishes I ended up breaking a glass on accident
Cut my finger pretty deep
Had people bring bandaids over befor leaving for Chicago
Looks like a shark bite
But alas, I had calmed down
She texted me and said that her/her mom were going to get them when she went back to Sarnia
(yeah, her mom knows we're physically active... eep haha)
(apparently she thinks I'm responsible now though, due to my intent and actions)
(but still, ugh haha)
But yeah
When I got back yesterday Amy informed me that the place was closed when they went
And now I'm secretly freaking out again
Her period is this week
Fingers crossed?
Ugh

In other news
I guess my friends (sans Sonia I guess) all enjoy her
I guess Sonia's just not used to her randomness yet
The first time they met was at the rally, and Amy was nervous and quite
And the second time drunk
So... she hasn't really met her yet haha
But I ended up talking to Amy about her
We can start having dinner and long open mic discussions with eachother again
Hooray?
I hope so

PS, she always blows into bottles at random, not just when drunk haha

Backtrack
The one annoying thing about the weekend was Abby/Josh
They were in their own little world the entire weekend
Constantly forgetting what we're doing, what stops, what time, etc etc
Cause they were attached at the wrist, shoulder, etc the entire weekend
Which is cute
Were they not "whispering" (aka talking) at like 330 am
Or were all of the things stated above continuous for 3 days
You don't get tired on a 30 minute subway ride to the hotel
Quit acting like you've never slept in your life!
Annoyed haha

That's it though
My fingers hurt
I'm worried about my job
Audit in Chatham on Friday
Wish me luck

Tipper

UPDATE
Her uterus started hurting today. Hooray!

Two bedrooms for two

So it's been an interesting weekend
Amy's family came down on Friday
Her best friend Josh came down too
We hooked up her TV in her dorm
I walked around her 10 yr old bro to the bathroom and such
We went to dinner as a group
Her family enjoyed me alot
Made me feel good
Then we got back to the dorm
Me and her walked her bro around campus
We were trying to make him believe it were a school of magic
So Dillion Hall became a mini version of Hogwarts
Aka, I'm awesome

Fun fact
Did you know every building on campus is connected via tunnels?
Fact

Then the family left
Friend, Josh is staying till Sunday when I drop him off at the VIA
We got some drinks and went to a park near laser tag
Drank in a park, went laser tagging, played in arcade
Epic
We wont a bought of lizards and dinosaur toys
Put them on John's things to torchure him
Then we went to my house to watch some Flight of the Conchords
Watched youtube videos first, then hit the TV
After a few episodes, Josh was sleepy
So he went for a walk
Me and Amy were quite angsty and hormonal
Enter scene: John
lawl. Great timing
We was drunk, with people
Lady he made out with and said something lame to her
Something ish of "all I care about is you right now *makes out*"
We laughed out loud haha
But quickly became annoyed and disappeared to our room

There's been some akwardness between John and Amy recently
She used to feel sympathetic for him via online
Befor they met in real life
Befor she realised his manwhoreness haha
But alas
She weirded by him and tends to avoid
Drunken John was an asshole
Came into my room, demanding attention
Wanted her to hug him
She dosn't like touching, nor drunk people
And drunk touching is generally creepy if not hilarious
He was like pinching her waist and demanding her to hug him
She was denying, I was becoming annoyed cause he was insistant
Eventually he gave up and left the room:
"Okay Amy. I see how it is
Have fun with Jason. K bye"

He was smashed
Says he dosn't remember what happened
But at least he appologized the night after
However, for that evening I went with Amy and Josh
(We found him in mid walk)
I stayed the night in the dorm with em
Her roommate was not impressed haha
Nor were her dorm people at the front desk
Josh had forgot his ID in the room earlier in the day
We were nearly denied entrance
Almost had to go back to the house, weird
But alas
Josh slept on the floor
Me and Amy shared her bed
We become evil when seemingly alone in the dark
But alas, that's another story
Ahem haha

Went home in the morning
Showered and packed laundry without speaking to John
Went to the mall with Amy and Josh
Built a Bear for gramma's birthday
Check facebook for pics
We gramma some candle things too
Dropped em back off at the school
Went to gramma's
Mark was my guest
I missed him haha. It's been like 2 weeks since I saw him
It was really fun
The entire family asked me how living on my own was
But alot of them are pissed at the landlord
Our unreplaced fridge
And uncleaned basement
If he dosn't clean it by the end of next weekend, we'll likely get a professional cleaner
And send him the bill afterwards
Or get the health/safety board involved
Cause, this is retarded

After gramma, I went back to windsor
Grabbed Amy/Josh again
Went laser tagging again, more arcade, more lizards haha
Going to make a short film I recon
Then we went to bubble tea
Thier first times
They both enjoyed it
I showed Josh new card games
Jamaican War FTW
Then I dropped em back home

Amy's staying over tomorrow night
Given how last Sunday went, I'm anxious
Should be interesting...
And on that note, this post is over

On the edge of your chair?
I hope so

Where to start...

So I wrote Courtney a long reply to her last LJ journal
And then I deleted my LJ account
I win
She's out of my life
So I can rebuild and live again

Moved in with John last week
First night was frustrating
Just a shakey start however
Life alone is sweet

Fridge don't work
Basement is a scene from SAW
There's no decent way to plug in my computer that isn't a tripping hazard
But life is otherwise awesome

Band is up and going
Tuesdays are practice days hoorah
Been chillin with Sonia lots
When we planning more Smash yo?
My room is complete
Cousin and Josh helped me with the board
Amy helped with posters

Amy
Girl from Sarnia
Met her via John
She had a crush on him till she found out he was boywhoresque
And then she found me adorable
So now we're dating
Talk about closure for the Courtney situation
And talk about renewing for my life
I havn't felt this good in months

She's sweet
We see eachother all of the time
However, I kind of worry that it may end up interferring with others
It's nice that she lives so close
I can fit her into my schedule early
And I'm always up for plans
It's just a lingering thought

We had known eachother for 3 days in real life and I kissed her
We watched Across the Universe with John in the room
And we secretly held hands under our crossed arms
Then we went for a walk along the river
And I kissed her by the final pier of the bridge
She wrote a poem of it the day after:

I was a tiny shaking thing, limbs weak;
voice gone and nerves up in the air
Meshing and mingling together in a giant cluttered mess
all over the place
Even so, you pulled out the tangles and pulled me close to your chest
I am certain you could feel my heart throwing itself into my ribcage
Flailing and franticly beating away like trapped fire flies
Well, I’ll let you take them and put them back into the sky,
They will glow like stars and moons and light our way
Back to understanding

Then I walked her to her dorm
As a voice in the distance starts to yell at me
A friend from a highschool drama class
Persistant that his friend is in danger from the police
I give him my shirt...
Not neccessarily the most romantic walk with a cute girl I had imagined
But I made the best of it haha

Next time I saw her we were in my room
We were putting up posters
And now we're dating
Well, there was more kissing
But you get the point

2 days later she stayed over for the night
Aka, this past Sunday
Monday was her birthday, but that wasn't the matter
Sunday
I still feel the built up hormones from that night

[edits out long story]

She's staying over again this Sunday

I have the story saved on my computer
I promiced her that I wouldn't speak of her to others
We have strong communication
If there's an issue, we will talk to eachother
I'd much prefer it this way I think
As much as I enjoy telling stories...
But perhaps once it blows over I will share the story
It's quite exciting

Her family comes down on Friday, so I'll get to see them
Gramma's bday is on Saturday
So, busy weekend

I'm all tired now from writing the story haha
GDamn hormones
Sigh

Band practice awaits
Chow