Where to start...

So I wrote Courtney a long reply to her last LJ journal
And then I deleted my LJ account
I win
She's out of my life
So I can rebuild and live again

Moved in with John last week
First night was frustrating
Just a shakey start however
Life alone is sweet

Fridge don't work
Basement is a scene from SAW
There's no decent way to plug in my computer that isn't a tripping hazard
But life is otherwise awesome

Band is up and going
Tuesdays are practice days hoorah
Been chillin with Sonia lots
When we planning more Smash yo?
My room is complete
Cousin and Josh helped me with the board
Amy helped with posters

Amy
Girl from Sarnia
Met her via John
She had a crush on him till she found out he was boywhoresque
And then she found me adorable
So now we're dating
Talk about closure for the Courtney situation
And talk about renewing for my life
I havn't felt this good in months

She's sweet
We see eachother all of the time
However, I kind of worry that it may end up interferring with others
It's nice that she lives so close
I can fit her into my schedule early
And I'm always up for plans
It's just a lingering thought

We had known eachother for 3 days in real life and I kissed her
We watched Across the Universe with John in the room
And we secretly held hands under our crossed arms
Then we went for a walk along the river
And I kissed her by the final pier of the bridge
She wrote a poem of it the day after:

I was a tiny shaking thing, limbs weak;
voice gone and nerves up in the air
Meshing and mingling together in a giant cluttered mess
all over the place
Even so, you pulled out the tangles and pulled me close to your chest
I am certain you could feel my heart throwing itself into my ribcage
Flailing and franticly beating away like trapped fire flies
Well, I’ll let you take them and put them back into the sky,
They will glow like stars and moons and light our way
Back to understanding

Then I walked her to her dorm
As a voice in the distance starts to yell at me
A friend from a highschool drama class
Persistant that his friend is in danger from the police
I give him my shirt...
Not neccessarily the most romantic walk with a cute girl I had imagined
But I made the best of it haha

Next time I saw her we were in my room
We were putting up posters
And now we're dating
Well, there was more kissing
But you get the point

2 days later she stayed over for the night
Aka, this past Sunday
Monday was her birthday, but that wasn't the matter
Sunday
I still feel the built up hormones from that night

[edits out long story]

She's staying over again this Sunday

I have the story saved on my computer
I promiced her that I wouldn't speak of her to others
We have strong communication
If there's an issue, we will talk to eachother
I'd much prefer it this way I think
As much as I enjoy telling stories...
But perhaps once it blows over I will share the story
It's quite exciting

Her family comes down on Friday, so I'll get to see them
Gramma's bday is on Saturday
So, busy weekend

I'm all tired now from writing the story haha
GDamn hormones
Sigh

Band practice awaits
Chow